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Hey Guys!!!
When this whole thing is bull shit, and your smile was my mistake, when your dying to die, and your lying from them. When your presents is felt and your fucking with life, your on the easy track. When your mind screams watch your fucking feet when you walk, don't let them see your face, dragged down to the levels of those other bottom feeders and rejoyce cause you finally know your place, your a fucking loser and you deserve to be where you are, cause they all tell you "Your a bad person", thats when you know to stop fucking with life and realize that they don't want to be your friends, you slid in and your dropped out, game over. watch the way they look at your smile, watch they way they fake a laugh, and feel the way you do, knowing that your not really wanted your just a ploy a fucking idiot who thinks you could pull yourself up to their level and hang, go hang yourself fucker cause it didn't work it will never work, go ahead and keep holding on cause eventually your brain will kick in and you will fall, perish the same way all the greats did. You listen to your music and you try to keep up with them, but they don't want you, they only want you when its convienient, fuck it all and keep your self down, push hard to keep it all down, down in the pit of your stomach where it waits with all the rest of your bad memories and dark secrets, keep it all down and they will never know that your hurting, they'll never know.
Luv Bunches,
Carrie
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